Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Out of the Funk

finally, the past couple weeks I've been way funky. I've been drained of all energy, it's like something is sucking every last ounce of life I have in me. There are, I think several reasons for's an emotional thing that is taking it's toll on me physically.

1. My sister and her family are moving even farther away, only an hour, but's another freakin hour.

2. My bff is moving 4 1/2 hours away from me, she only lives 1 hour away now, and will be leaving me lost, alone, isolated, sad.........Just kiddin. (not really, but I don't want to make her feel bad)!

3. My other single friend is thinking of moving to Salt Lake which is 4-5 hours away. When your single, having other single friends is like life support. Life sustaining nourishment for the soul. When you have friends who have been through the same things you have, like divorce, surviving the single mother thing, worrying about our children, stress over money and everything else that comes with it, well it's nice to talk to someone who "KNOWS" exactly what you are going through.

4. This one got to me more than anything, my long distance relationship is no more. I'm not going into details, but it left me numb for awhile. I'm just starting to come out of my "coma" and get back to thinking that life will be ok. It's been a difficult pill to swallow, but I've survived this far, I'm not going to give up now!!

Anyway, I have to keep reminding myself that "When God closes one door, he opens another"
Well, I hope that there are all kinds of windows and doors opening right now, and one day I will find the right one to walk through.


  1. Awww~you poor thing. Hope the sun starts to shine for you~keep your chin up! Must be somethin' in the air these days~I have been in a funk, too, but for different reasons. Here's to open windows and smiles.....

  2. I'm so sorry...sending a giant HUG :( I understand the lonliness thing that comes with being single...I am often the only one and it is hard when there isn't that one person you can call anytime (middle of the night to mid-day) to just talk and vent to who truly GETS it. Take care of yourself!

  3. Ooh, babygirl. I so want to give you a big ol'hug right now. I'm so sorry that all this stuff seems to be happening at one time.

    I won't ask what happened with'loverboy' but obviously he is a complete IDIOT!! Hang in there and this too shall pass. If you need to email me privately, please do.

  4. Hey, I think one of those was ME you were writing about in there...yeah, life's freakin' confusing! I loved the picture of the three of you, and your blog is awesome.


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